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FIGHTING.

first thing that happened to me today was
that bird singing
right outside my room

the one that sings in the spring morning


HARU
;______________________;

I had English test today.
I was about to start writing answers when the mp3 player inside my head turned on.
Two days ago I accidentally found Nevershoutnever's 'I love you 5'. And ever since, this track is haunting me.
I stared at the test and was like 'I love you 1, 2, 3 shubidu.I love you 4, that's more than I can afford...' and the whole song was repeating all the time.

I made a lil choreography for the chorus so I had to do my best not to move my hands accordingly to it.

hilarious feeling

That's a funny thing.
2012

that year, Europe Championship is gonna be held in Poland and Ukraine.
so everyone is like:
'Euro 2012 in Poland?
it just has to be the end of the world.'

haha >v<
I love this country.


I wonder what kind of person I'll be at that time.
am I gonna be in the university I chose?
will I still be into Kpop?
won't my dreams change?

hello alex from 2012 *wave*
how are ya?

I'm writing my presentation for Polish exam right now.
I chose topic about movies and books, which one we should choose.
There were more than 200 topics to choose from, but that's the only one I could think of arguments for haha
This exam looks like that:
I have to say my thing for no more& no less than 15 mins and then I will have to talk about it with examiners. They can ask questions about various things concerning the topic and what I said.

OTL

OTL

I suck at being convincing about my own arguments, even if I'm 1000% sure they're proper.
To be honest I'm never even 100% sure of anything in general.
And I can't speak my mind. If they just could read my thoughts instead..

I see my future in black colors haaha.
I'm less scared of English anal exam lol.

anyways, I really like movies, that's why I chose it.
not movies as just somethin to watch, but to see how it was made that it makes me feel a certain way.
there was a time when I wanted to be a director, then scriptwriter, now I'd like to work with sound or as an editor.
to be honest, I'd like to work as anyone but just to have something to do with movies. Even if it'd mean being a coffee maker on the set.
I always loved 'making of's more than the movie itself.

the worst thing about the presentation is that I thought I wrote a lot but when I read that it lasted 3 mins O.O
I'm running out of ideas

Haha, when I was uploading somethin on my photobucket I found an old 'about me' quiz I did when I was really into Fall Out Boy [about 3-4 years ago].
It was fun to read that. That's what I like about time passing- after long time when you already forget somethin and then see it, read it or etc. it, you can judge it objectively and see if it was good or not. Tho some of my answers were just 'idk', I mostly laughed when reading others. (me being funny, oh lol)

Now I see how much I did change and did not at the same time.

Anyways, on the 100th day aniversary of B2st I accidentally realised that there are only about 100 days until my exams o.O
*Akira schock*
or rather
*Akira super-down*

I cut my hair. And after straightening it I found myself looking a bit like Ajhumma from 'He who can't marry' when she has her hair untied. lol But she's much more beautiful, so there's no comparison..

when I'm in my room it feels like summer break, it's so sunny xD amazing feeling

\(^o^)/
finished.
I just sat and changed it. On a whim
Tho it took over 2 hours.
But I like the result.
I'm sure I'll be changing yet some details.

I hope it's not too depressing with that brown colour.

On the other hand, I'm sometimes thinking that sitting in front of css textarea and playing with settings for such a long time might be considered as pure wasting time. But the fact that I really enjoy it scratches out the word 'wasting'. Haha

I was wondering
if there was exactly the same person as me
but
raised on Japanese or Korean food,
which, I believe, is much healthier than Polish,

how different would we be..

Time sure flies by quickly. It's Thursday again. Friday, weekend and Monday starts new week. Haha. Perpetuum mobile, nothing else.



But the more time goes by the more I realize that the best things that happened to me were due to a





Anyways, now that I mentioned 'fly'.
Ever since I saw 'Nobuta wo produce' some of Akira's habits became my habits.
Like 'Akira shock' or 'Akira down' or 'Kon kon'
But the strongest one is:


whenever I find myself reading or using word fly, Akira's hirahira mode is on. Haha
There's that Gintama ED 'flying flying flying takaku...' -> hirahira
Ending of 'Beast is the best' time to fly -> hirahira
One of Lee Ki Kwang씨 cyworld update '날고싶다.' ->hirahira

I didn't try it out on the stairs in my school yet but I guess I won't cause there are always a lot of people and there are safety cameras so whoever saw me doing that would think I went mentally ill. haha

Shuji: 「だからヒラヒラしてんじゃネェ」.

who would think I don't like pink.

I'm addicted to having my 2 fav graphic programms opened these days.
I spend my time on listening to music and jumping from browser to g.progam.
I'm so glad there's nothing to learn for school. I just come home, turn on the computer and I'm lost for good.
I still suck at graphic, but I really enjoy making it. As if there was only me, graphic and music.
But, the worst is that I change everything all the time. I'm hardly ever satisfied with what turns out.
I wonder if it's normal.. prolly yes.
i.e. I changed my profile twice today. I'm wondering when I stop liking current one, lol.

Maybe I'll grow up to posting icons and/or banners on lj.
haha.

That's been quite a while. But I'm not dead yet lol.
I can say that I did my best to become bigger fangirl <laugh>
I fell in love with Kpop boybands. And since Christmas break is from last Wednesday until Sunday I have plenty of time to enjoy catching up with things I didn't know about them.
Cause of that break I changed into vampire. I sleep during the day and "work" at night. But blood isn't to my liking so don't worry lol.
Discovered some dramas and actors so it's cool.

Maybe I'll think of better topic to talk about.
bye-bicycle

I don't like boysbands and girlsbands.
I just don't like them. The whole concept of group of singers, dancing, singing some boring love lyrics and looking like sugar.
But few days ago I've seen Minho icon on someone's lj.
I checked who he was, 'maybe some actor so I'll have some new dramas to watch' I thought.
But he's part of Shinee.
First reaction: boysband - NO THANK YOU
But I watched A.MI.GO. Or rather somehow found myself watching it.

sdkjgnid. SDKJGNID. MAN.

I love what they wear, how they sing and move. Especially move - it looks so superehuisgd fluid like in my fav cud miód malina animations. (≧▽≦)
I only like 2 of their videos so far, but I still amaze myself with the fact of actual liking a boyband.
I have no idea what they sing but that's even better for me. Plus Korean sounds really reaaaaalllyyy great.

Yesterday I've seen their birthdays. First thing I do about birth dates is looking at the year to check if there's anyone at my age. There was. I look at the month -> O_O there's someone from my year and month O_O. I was so shocked that (my favourite) Minho is just 4 days younger (!) than me. Cool. Haha

Headache wants me to say bye for now lol

 

yesh. Cause my life is total randomness.

I actually wanted to post some doodles or drawings here
but I'm not good enough at that yet.
Plus I'm kinda scared of potential thieves.
Not that I'm good enough for my art to be stolen
heck yet no

Also, I wanted to put some banner on
and make some new graphic. lol
This pic is from 'Hana kimi',
another one I made is from 'Stand up!'
but I more like how the first banner turned out.
 

I did one Naruto sketch today
it's not any super hiper good or anything
but I'm proud of it yay
I just closed my eyes and saw him jumping with super happy face and title below it: